horrible_sick_sinking_feeling
auburn
I
don't
know
what
I'm
supposed
to
do
.
090524
...
auburn
I
live
in
reality
,
but
I'm
in
love
with
a
dream
.
090524
...
auburn
"
And
since
I
really
am
afraid
you'll
never
answer
again
,
I
need
you
to
know
that
I
love
you
,
no
matter
what
remains
unknown
between
us
,
no
matter
whether
you
end
up
somewhere
else
or
with
someone
else
,
or
if
you
marry
a
role
and
give
up
your
soul
til
you
break
down
.
No
matter
what
else
happens
,
I'll
wait
for
you
.
If
I
never
find
you
then
I'll
still
wait
for
you
."
Do
words
imprinted permanently
on
the
heart
,
lose
meaning
as
the
seconds
pass
away
between
them
[between
us
]?
090524
...
auburn
I
might
love
you
too
much
to
let
go
.
090524
...
Bespeckled
When
you
think
things
are
finally
getting
good
again
,
healthy
and
then
...
...
you
see
that
picture
of
him
with
HER
on
facebook
.
And
you
just
want
to
a
)
Punch
him
so
hard
that
he
wishes
he
never
stopped
caring
how
you
feel
and
b
)
throw
up
.
090602
...
unhinged
it's
always
there
right
under
the
surface
of
my
happiness
threatening
to
swallow
it
up
090603
what's it to you?
who
go
blather
from
