hedonist amy it's better than drugs, i tell you. i swear i must've spent many years in a convent thinking up something better than drugs. 031005 ... silentbob pleasure seeker 031006 ... jane cyrenaic & epicurean 031007 ... misstree selective sensates who stop before seeking the full register 031123 ... birdmad of course, now that i'm mostly sober i haven't the confidence to avoid feeling more like a monk anymore the spirit is quite willing, but the flesh itself has become rather timid and not terribly eye-catching 031123 ... misstree there is much more to hedonism and worship of sensation than sex. it is found in every moment, every fabric's caress, every stubbed toe, every crafted meal and every frozen wind. 031123 ... bird true enough, but between being jaded and ostensibly solitary, most of the sensations i know anymore are dull aches or things that barely register 031123 ... birdmad It's like Golden Earring said in the song "Twilight Zone" "Where do i go now that i've gone too far?" 031123 ... misstree touche'. the curse after the beauty. 031125 ... hsg u kould always go inward! 061130 ... birdmad look inside? o, no that door is marked here_be_mosters 061130 ... bird of the self correcting variety erm... here_be_monsters 061130 what's it to you? who go blather from