gardener sans nom It's really hard not to go where my whims urge me to go but I know what sort of person I'm longing to become if I want to help anybody in the world before I die if I want the suffering all around me to subside I have got to be more conscious of the things I do and don't do every little seed in time will flower plant the ones that lead me down a path towards really helping I am the garden but I'm also the gardener In this very moment I reap fruit from choices past choices for the future are made now certain habits, deeply rooted, flourish in the heart of me repetition, like the seasons, comes naturally some of it's good, some of it's not right now this is all I've got but that doesn't mean it's all I'll ever be choosing which part of me to act from is easier when I know what I want to become I am the garden but I'm also the gardener This planting of seeds is more subtle than it first appears its not just about a dollar to the homeless man it's about perceiving what's happening in this very moment and then deliberately choosing to extend love It's really hard not to go where my whims urge me to go but I know what sort of person I'm longing to become if I want to help anybody in the world before I die if I want the suffering all around me to subside I have got to be more conscious of the things I do and don't do every little seed in time will flower plant the ones that lead me down a path towards really helping I am the garden but I'm also the gardener - decker, eve (rebecca riots) 040503 ... crOwl no, poo on you, for hiding. 040927 ... . poo on people who say poo on people 050111 ... anomalous i'm sure it's all good for the garden and everything but i think i liked this blathe more before the poo word was flung whatever that was about oh well it's just a song i like this is just a blathe anyone can add to we're all gardeners, we're all the garden 050428 ... anomalous i have to revisit the above lyrics every so often just to remind myself to breathe 050428 ... nom) i'm going to put this on a wall in big print 051009 what's it to you? who go blather from