furling .flowerock. un curling I need to make use of this imaginary, maybe younderstand what is relate-ability really good for anyway? just knowing we're not alone... people_who_feel_like_home 170716 ... moonsoon tightly someone told me that we should expect communications to be difficult, to feel overwhelmed should be expected, accepted... but I've hardly gone to class at all this month. I lost track of time and now it's a bit late to go today. I'm being... productive...I guess, at home... but I wish I felt more socially prepared... I don't want to see people other than my lover and I don't want to do class, but I don't want to give up either, so I feel really weak just letting myself miss it... does it help to be mad at myself though? I feel really intensely. I want to be ALONE and quiet. I want to hibernate. I want to communicate. I want... 170817 ... unhinged or unfurl croci 170818 what's it to you? who go blather from