forever_love autumn No more. No less. 041005 ... Cicero you are a sadist and I wonder what malicious force made you disbelieve in the things you live for what freezing wind cooled your love to measures of practicality and whisked away your warm charm how lightly you were carried into smoke-filled rooms of blue-blooded men drinking blue-booded drinks thinking only of blue-blooded pleasures what drew you from truth to a statitician's paleness so you could drain your purity into foreign lips my soul touched yours 'cross centuries and could be warmed by your ghost what led you from something whole to something complete I wonder what dream was the last dream I consoled you in the darkness in I wonder what foolishness what delusional sense of responsibility halts words in your mouth and stifles rightful guilts in your gut how can you blind yourself to the pastless futureless hollows of his eyes? 041005 ... autumn oh no... 041019 ... guitar_freak Why are the men I'm interested in not interested in me, but the men I'm not interested in are interested in me? And why does frenchboy have to be so amazing and yet so far away and why did my ex and i break up if we still talk all the time and say that we love each other and he is coming to visit me? bizarre life. love is strange. i wish france were next door. 060926 what's it to you? who go blather from