for_sean blamethesky every compliment that you've given me i've rejected. i've never been able to accept one properly. you gave me one the last time i saw you and i brushed it off like usual. you told me to quit being so hard on myself. your voice had some emotion in it, somewhat like disbelief and anger mixed as one. your eyes searched mine for a reason why i am what i am. you found nothing. i'm sorry. you told me i was beautiful and i couldn't accept that, i couldn't accept you. 021030 what's it to you? who go blather from