dream_monologue raze "i can't stop thinking about the friend who punished me for grieving when another friend was dying. when that becomes a continuing conversation in my head, i don't think that's good. someone who makes it about them isn't a friend. death is not convenient. that's why they call it inconvenient — because it's not very fucking convenient. someone dear to me said something wise recently. i think it was when shooter died. and don't get me talking about him or i'll turn into a weepy mess. but she said there's something really beautiful about witnessing death. about being there to hold the hand of another living thing while they're preparing to leave. the next time it happens, if it happens again, i'll be better prepared. i'll know what to say and what to do and what to not do. in the meantime, talk to hands, don't wash to strangers, and forget about it." 260503 what's it to you? who go blather from