down_the_slide_of_freedom warmthofrelease Sometimes I feel like I'm Some sadistic punchline A practical joke suddenly turned Cruel and unfunny Look at all the mistakes I avoided All those traps I walked around In lieu of taking chances I never got anyone pregnant Probably... Didn't waste years on a failed marriage Or a doomed relationship with my parents I never had to sleep on a bus Or borrow money to eat I never had to sacrifice for anything Not a fucking person not a fucking dream I flew the fucking coop Alone And Christ, it's been quiet Anything I ever had to love Were things I kept to myself Like I dreamed myself to be a waste And it worked So, I laugh_to_keep_from_dying Because No one can tell me what to do I couldn't imagine something so useless 250113 what's it to you? who go blather from