crackers mon soda crackers for breakfast i set out to win the road walking east began slippery speed landed on my right hip crawled to my feet blue gloves spun white black ice thick below new flakes covering sight walking into a blizzard i waited in the lane noon bus late but a few minutes only empty i sat in the back damp legs melting bruised blue knees faded blue thighs watching the window lines running parallel snow bus music wheels and gravel salty highway sliding close my eyes to rest face against the glass 040127 ... Lick A box of mon mon's. 040127 ... mon the road walking west began slippery speed landed on the right side crawled to my toes gloved hands spinning thin road below thick ice new flakes covering me 040127 ... oldephebe beautiful mon 040128 ... oldephebe beautiful dirge... 040426 ... nom in all this, this trying to get ready, this trying to make my room stayinable for guests while i'm gone, i stumble upon crackers, my little grey bear. and he looks just the same as when i was 6 years old. still alive as ever, more alive than ever, and stll sad looking. i almost put him in my bag to vancouver. 070113 what's it to you? who go blather from