coughing_blood tilt i think i might die soon. it's probably just a throat infection. i've had a cough for some weeks now. i wish my life would pause for long enough for me to quit smoking. there's too much stress and boredom. enforcing mania. i'm a little lost. 060321 ... tilt do not distress yourself with dark imaginings. many fears are born of fatigue and lonliness. now quit smoking, start working and stop being so whiny. 060321 ... tilt sometimes i just want to reset myself. in fact almost every day i wish for a new body. *coughs weakly* 060321 ... tilt was a temporary problem. 060501 what's it to you? who go blather from