capacity native persimmon It is clear to me how you would like me to act to walk alongside your notions of friend. You lean the jutting corner of your head into or above my arm, silenty mulling over how it could be if only I were clued in. But could you believe I am aware, I perceive your needs, yet I resent them, thrust them aside, feign ignorance so that I might be lighter. 060910 ... two the elevator is far beyond the boundaries of maximum capacity and will now proceed to fall, with great speed, to the bottom. there will most likely be no survivors. normally used to play muzak, you hear dusty springfield asking "what are you doing the rest of your life?" from the dust-covered speaker on the ceiling. 060911 ... birdmad (am i the eye or the storm?) my body is shrinking, my appetite is growing am i devouring myself on some microcosmic, cellular level have i gone from being Quetzalcoatl in my mind to being a play upon that other serpent who feeds upon itself forever and without end... a facet of Ouroboros (not the blue blatherskite...i'll not take credit for any great blathes that are not mine) 060911 what's it to you? who go blather from