callus
raze
i
think
it's
growing
—
this
rough
knob
of
skin
that
crests
from
the
summit
of
the
dirtiest digit
on
my
dominant
hand
.
one
faint
circle
the
size
of
a
thumbtack's thrust, betwixt distal phalange
and
hyponychium.
i
only
know
it's
there
when
i
press
my
thumb
to
the
place
the
scar's
been
made
.
and
i
can't
for
the
life
of
me
think
of
what
this
flesh
has
touched
to
make
it
so
, aside
from
the
torn
map
of
my
own
face
.
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tender_square
it's
where
a
cigarette
would
rest
if
i
still
smoked.
when
it's
angered,
writing
with
a
pen
is
difficult
,
the
stylus puts
pressure
on
the
center
.
today
,
i
took
a
mid-sized
brush
and
spread
white
latex
across
a
window's
trim
.
maybe
that
act
made
the
constant
callus friable.
there's
now
a
split
of
skin
and
a
crying
cut
bothered
by
air
with
days
to
go
until
its
mended.
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go
blather
from