knob
raze
a
broad bulge
of
bone
has
gone
rogue
and
separated
itself
from
my
cervical
spine
.
i
am
a
door
that
will
not
close
.
my
handle
hemmed
in
by
unmarked
skin
.
too
much
crouching
and
craning
and
bending
and
twisting
and
turning
,
and
this
is
what
the
body
does
.
it
complains
the
only
way
it
knows
how
. vinyl singles
sit
sopping
wet
in
the
kitchen
sink
.
what
i
mean
to
be
a
scream
leaves
my
throat
as
more
of
a
squeal.
voice
too
weak
to
carry
the
pain
that
feeds
it
.
my
father
thinks
a
seagull
made
that
sound
.
he
says
he
saw
the
bird
fly
into
a
tree
.
i
don't
tell
him
the
cry
came
from
me
.
240818
what's it to you?
who
go
blather
from