a_quickening birdmad i need to feel alive again... i seem to have forgotten how. 040203 ... crOwl i know what you're talking about. for me it required death to certain elements of self, at least the ones that blurred my definiton of what life is. why i'm here. what i need to do. where i should be. how does one feel alive? purpose. taking in. giving out. i've always been inspired by your writing over the years. you have lucidity, which is a gift that you give away to us. you are honest as well. and truth, like keats said is beauty. at blather you have never forgotten how to live. 040204 ... lotuseater behold! the quickening! there can be only one 040204 ... cr0wl it done come right upon me! 081026 what's it to you? who go blather from