first Spellchecker The first blathers on red were on January 24, 2001. The very first was "test", and the second was - duh! "red." 011218 ... jinx I thought it would be appropriate for my first red blathe to be under first. So here it is. I must say, though, that the backround looks somewhat brown instead of red. Maybe it's just my screen. 020217 ... lulie the background looks brown on my monitor, too. like dried blood. 020510 ... belly fire stealing away wind through the car spot in the dark blanket of stars 030703 ... belly fire I remember laying there with you, shivering in the blanket together, gravel marks in your knees. You turned to me and said, "That was a first for me." I can't say why it surprised me, but right then I realized how innocent you were. How genuine. I think I fell in love with you then. Looking back at you in the dark. I knew then that everything between us would be a first. 031215 ... nom the 1st 061011 ... Isaou We met for the first time today I don't know Anything. 070602 ... eatingstars its dancing time dance and brush dance and read dance and live theres a first time for everything today its the realization that i love myself i am who i want to be a distinction from 'i have what i want to have' so i will dance dance dance my life 071104 what's it to you? who go blather from