with_you
unhinged i feel the karma of all my years of the cut_and_run coming to fruition
all those years
boys chased after me
and i pushed them away
one way or another


all those months ago
when i first met you
my loyalty pushed you away
already attached to someone else
just enough
that it felt wrong to leave him for you
and i've thought of you
a few times since


i was supposed to get a ride home that night
but i was in a hormonal funk
just wanted to take care of myself
and then there you were
on the southbound 15
came to sit next to me
and we have been next to each other ever since

you have tried to push me away
your past less than stellar
but the thing you don't understand
is that
none of it is new to me
that my past lead me to you

that what we have been, separately
could make us something amazing, together
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what's it to you?
who go
blather
from