walk_out tessa it's strange how people walk in and walk out of our lives so easily 040720 ... user24 lost_in_translation watch it now. 040722 ... tessa exactly. Two people share something, and then, before they even have time to really work out if it is important or not, it's over. It's just suddenly gone. It usually leaves me feeling powerless, but I guess there are ways of handling it that make the inevitability feel like a choice. saying_goodbye helps 040722 ... tail-devouring snake If there was a way out a way For all this pain to stop It would be false An incomplete truth. This pain is God. That's What I've been told. My suffering is not suffering. The sensations of my body, These thoughts that cause sharp Knife cuts in my heart. Are all forms of love, Specific vibrations of god. All is one. God is one. My pain is god. Therefore my suffering is the fleetest flap of butterfly wings upon the Wind. The earth holds me in time. My body holds me here. Warmth And pain. To me. But to god, from god's view I am well. All is. I am God. I yearn for that perspective. That enlightenment of seeing beyond the Beyond, the truth. I have that yearning. That pain. Aloneness. What is all this for? What is the point of being sentient in a human body? Empty. I yearn for god when I feel empty. 180224 what's it to you? who go blather from