very_soon tessa very soon now, very soon i can feel it coming creeping up behind me or is it me creeping? it's big, very big i think it's very different probably i just don't know i don't know how big it is which makes it bigger very soon now 071028 ... BnB But if these words are frozen on a page, will very soon ever come? 090216 ... tessa it came it is big it's still coming the past is always there the future is always coming it's always now 090217 ... unhinged the now can be hard to see always crowded with the coming and the going now it is: cloudy gloomy empty should be my new mantra soon very soon the love you seek will arrive open_your_eyes 090217 ... belly fire very soon you will arrive and change my life completely 090218 what's it to you? who go blather from