us_in_chile amy(s) in red the racism of it is a big factor in what tipped me over. But I can't say i come from the right background to tell about it- i'm just a spectator. Did I hear something shocking at age 18 and didn't really realize just how shocking - and then it seeped into my soul regardless? I don't know. My memory is too vague. I keep hoping somebody else can speak to it but I'm not sure that they can. THey probably already have - And there are internet archives to search, but then there's my innocence to protect. Am I only a citizen that wants the truth, or a conspirator? (Good thing I'm also deemed crazy, harmless, deluded, but then it becomes a personal Catch 22, about my sanity) And also, that people don't know this causes me some discombobulation. Finally, I wish I had a real English 101 and 102. But that's some garden variety injustice, lameness, not-taking-life-seriously-enough-ness. What i did find out through just plain Google is about the us_in_angola. My eyes really sting at that story... 160914 what's it to you? who go blather from