talismans
raze
i
saw
it
sitting
on
the
top
rail
of
the
fence
that
borders
her
backyard
,
next
to
the
middle
picket.
i
thought
it
was
a
white
butterfly
. pieris rapae.
but
it
isn't
anything
that's
alive
.
it's
plastic
.
it
looks
like
half
a
set
of
novelty
vampire
dentures
with
most
of
the
teeth
knocked
out
.
or
a
shrunken sphenoid
bone
.
human
hands
or
the
mouth
of
some
small
animal
put
it
there
.
an
offering
,
or
a
talisman
to
return
to
when
we're
all
better
versions
of
ourselves
.
now
it's
buried
beneath
the
same
white
web
that's
made
a
mess
of
everything
today
.
i
want
to
believe
this
is
winter's
way
of
saying
goodbye
when
it
should
already
be
gone
.
whatever
cord coils
through
this
cold
cotton,
let
me
rip
it
out
and
wrap
it
around
my
waist
so
i
can
feel
its
heat
hit
me
right
below
the
ribs
.
because
i'm
ready
.
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go
blather
from