strange_redemptions amy in red/srealisma "WELCOME BACK TO REAL LIFE BURNERS!" i'm being a real hypochondriac. there's always a maybe, maybe not thing goes along with that. i think i might have cancer. i think i might die, soon, and it is such a good thing that i keep preparing. my grandfather had a wooden plate souvenir, his name burned into it from a nuclear test he worked on in the fifties. he doesn't know where it is. actually, i have it. he gave it to me once, i don't know why. i no longer know where it is either. perhaps my mom threw it away. it's probably around here somewhere. in a closet somewhere, along with these passed-down nuclear mutations. what would you want more, a silly little wooden plate --- or an actual genetic analysis proving or disproving said mutant status? kinda silly, but yes there it is. bah-boom. i guess my grandparents, at some point, needed the money. 120324 what's it to you? who go blather from