stand_there_and_watch_me_burn lostgirl filtering eminem that's alright because i love the way it hurts 100927 ... unhinged lust_hurts its been awhile since someone cared enough to get to know why i burn or how. the effort of extending myself to people that don't care beyond themselves seems wasteful at best. i languish in this weird paradox of aching for some connection, affection and learning how to be content alone. i am drawn and quartered by this, pushed and pulled. i keep telling myself i don't care anymore but there is still a big dull aching in my heart where you used to be. 170316 what's it to you? who go blather from