someone_one_day cooper rasha For the first time, I looked closely at his face as he was getting dressed. I realized that he was actually very attractive, just in a strange way. Or a complex way, rather, where you had to look at him for awhile and think about it. "I'm going to say something, and don't say it's not true. I'm never going to connect with anyone." "I think that's very fatalistic." He finished dressing and I laid in the bed naked and quietly crying. "I know you said you don't want me to say this, but you will connect with someone one day. It's just not going to be me." It was nice, and I wanted to believe it, but i knew that he didn't know, and that he was just saying that because it was what he should have said right then. We hugged and kissed and he headed towards the door. "Goodbye," he said. "Bye." He went out the door, stuck his head in again, and then he was gone. 130111 what's it to you? who go blather from