scotch_and_water
raze
months
before
i
drank
it
in
the
waking
world
,
i
dreamed
myself
a
river
and
poisoned
it
with
glenlivet.
i
made
the
dream
real
on
new_year's_eve
of
my
twenty
-first
year
.
it
was
just
like
i
hoped
it
would
be
,
right
down
to
the
surprising
sweetness
—
subtle
but
impossible
to
miss
.
i
filled
my
glass
a
dozen
times
,
kissed
the
air
when
the
ball
dropped
,
and
puked
in
the
toilet
before
passing
out
at
home
. scotch
and
water
never
tasted
that
good
again
.
not
even
close
.
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