poisoned raze it was a strange weekend. watching taylor swift videos at five in the morning when i couldn't get to sleep in a bed that wasn't mine didn't help much. the weirdest thing was brushing my teeth. it was all wrong. i was sure someone had poisoned my toothpaste until i noticed the bottle of moisturizer i'd packed in the same plastic bag as my toothbrush had sprung a leak. if you've ever wondered what your skincare products taste like, take it from me: you're better off not knowing. 220830 ... ovenbird The flowers from mother’s day are dead to the point of dust and mould. The lilies have dropped petals and pollen on the floor. I clean obsessively, scouring the ground for any trace of leaf or stamen. Lilies are poisonous to dogs. I know this. I think about how easy it is for poison to find its way into a home, for a home to be poisoned, to become poisonous. I am afraid that the lilies will poison my dog. I’m afraid that poison will leach into the last safe spaces I know. There are so few sanctuaries left in this life. What if someone brings lilies and I don’t notice in time to save myself? 260525 what's it to you? who go blather from