pleasure_and_pain Sonya I showed you a part of myself I almost always keep hidden behind lock and key. And now I'm left wondering if it was a mistake.. tonight was so very different from other nights I've had lately. I wonder if everything between you and me is going to just go to hell in a hand basket just as quickly as it grew out of nothing. Why does Fate always have to be such a bitch and a smart ass about things? I start school in two days. I don't know if I'll have it in me to ignore every single guy who makes eye contact. I know it will eventually happen. What would become of us? Would you just be another summer fling that I'd likely forget about? Physical pleasure never makes up for mental pain. This is the hardest lesson in life. 050816 ... unhinged feigning_innocence you_are_a_stone_on_my_chest but he used to give me the most beautiful bruises with his teeth. i have scars on my left nipple from when he almost bit it off. i guess some would say i'm a little sado_masochistic. 050816 ... crOwl love dies and lives again 050816 ... pete pleasure plus pain equals passion 050817 ... IGG masochism is my reality. 050818 what's it to you? who go blather from