feigning_innocence
unhinged
but
i
know
i'm
just
as
guilty
leaving
things
unspoken
allows
us
to
keep
them
unreal
and
neither
one
of
us
wants
to
admit
that
we
might
have
developed
something
for
each
other
and
i
know
you
aren't
a
fundamentally
bad
person
that
i'm
just
allowing
you
to
fulfill
the
prophecy
that
others
have
made
for
you
but
what
we
were
was
making
me
sick
a
quiet
interference
that
just
like
everyone
since
her
i
would
gladly
take
usefulness
in
place
of
love
and
even
the
as
yet
one
great
love
of
my
life
only
boiled
down
to
neediness
yes
,
i
carry
an
equal
part
of
the
blame
for
continuing
something
i
knew
would
only
end
in
hate
but
i
feel
like
i
have
no
say
over
my
body
that
to
be
used
as
a
bedwarmer
beats
not
being
used
at
all
i
refuse
to
subjugate
others
to
my
disease
and
my
refusal
only
makes
things
worse
in
the
end
i
have
the
feeling
that
a
crazy
bitch
like
me
is
truly
the
last
thing
you
would
want
but
then
again
lately
,
i've
been
getting
the
feeling
anyways
that
i'm
the
last
thing
you
want
i
played
the
game
just
as
willingly
got
tangled
in
the
strands
feigning innocence
to
reinforce
my
own
demands
never
the
transgressor
and
always
the
transgressed
so
that
makes
you
the
villian
while
i
sit
on
my
victim's throne
feigning innocence
'
you
can
have
it
all
my
empire
of
dirt
i
will
let
you
down
i
will
make
you
hurt'
050228
...
jane
i
watched
my
innocence
die
a
thousand
times
[oldephebe]
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what's it to you?
who
go
blather
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