orange_blossoms jane i'm tonguing this mandarin candy, and it reminds me in a very visceral way of this orange blossom oil i have, given to me by my mother. and then i think of my mother, and how she's always smiling, and i am filled with memories of my mother in springtime, in blossoms, in orange blossoms and then i realize that i don't really have a memory from my childhood with my mother, she was so submissive & i was all about rebellion - my father, now there's a memory, memories of fights & belts on doorknobs, and then i think about sneaking out late at night to kiss sean after drinking, or to play pool with sater after smoking. and now i remember the smoke, and somewhere in there is the smell of orange blossoms, that i can still taste. 080116 ... c r 0 w l i would put my whole nose into an orange blossom... 080116 ... PeeT there is this i inhale like your neck i am overwhelmed 120929 what's it to you? who go blather from