on_losing birdmad whether things, people, words, or time none of these losses are new to me. 041203 ... megan in my dream, i lost your grandpa. i don't think many people have dreams like this. in the dream, i was even portraying my awkward social contact, not knowing what to say to you to make it better, knowing i never really could. i feel like i lose things all the time- parts of myself, time, friendships, loves, control, etc. the list goes on i think maybe that is the reason behind my ocd impulses.... i'm always trying to regain what i lost 060407 ... crOwl losses must be accepted because we only know gain through the emptiness. 060407 ... Norm have nothing lose nothing 060408 what's it to you? who go blather from