oddly_specific_recurring_dreams raze maybe not odd in and of themselves. but odd for me. because i'm not someone who tends to have recurring_dreams at all. lately: jerry shows up at the house unannounced. usually accompanied by a few men in work clothes. he doesn't knock. he opens the door and walks in like he lives here. or sometimes he's in the back yard when i step outside. wherever he is, he's always doing the same thing. destroying something he doesn't care about. something that worked just fine before he decided to wreck it. annihilating any tiny pocket of peace i might have been able to dig out of the dirt of the day. then i get to wake up and wonder if he's going to do it for_real. 260906 ... ovenbird These days it’s holes in the ground. Sometimes covered in metal grates, sometimes open and gaping. They frequently have filthy water at the bottom but other times they open into a system of caves. They are always dark. And they are always beckoning, waiting for me to fall in. 260907 what's it to you? who go blather from