know_by_heart
raze
jesus
was
an
accordionist,
you
know
.
he
worked
the
club
circuit
down
in
soho.
he
played
with
whatever
rhythm
section
would
tolerate
his
tantrums
for
a
week
or
two
.
when
no
one
would
have
him
,
he
played
alone
.
you
could
call
out
any
tango
,
polka
,
or
saltarello,
and
if
he
was
in
the
mood
he'd
turn
your
sweat
to
cabernet.
when
some
sad
suitor
turned
up
to
break
a
bottle
over
the
back
of
his
head
, he'd
drink
whatever
didn't
make
him
blind
.
he
never
talked
about
the
stye
that
welded
his
bluest
eye
shut.
they
called
him
the
soul
of
cooper
square
.
he
used
to
haunt
st
. mark's
place
until
he
lost
his
taste
for
sleight
of
hand
.
he
slept
in
the
basement
of
a
bank
that
became
a
church
nineteen
hundred
years
after
he
died
and
learned
to
live
again
.
he
never
lost
a
fight
he
didn't
mean
to
win
.
every
time
he
made
love
he
forgot
who
he
was
.
he
always
went
to
bed
hungry
.
but
when
he
wept
beneath
the
thin
comfort
of
his
cotton
sheets
and
let
his
fingers
tap
the
stained
keys
of
his
secondhand weltmeister,
christ
,
he
was
purified.
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what's it to you?
who
go
blather
from