in_comforting_grey
birdmad
the
water
i
drank
before
bed
summons
me
awake
a
few
minutes
before
my
alarm
is
scheduled
to
go
off
.
i
can
see
everything
in
the
half
light
of
the
half
-hour
before
sunrise
.
my
eyes
do
not
hurt
from
being
thrust
awake
by
my
beckoning bladder
as
i
clear
away
the
residue
of
sleep
i
dial
back
the
shriek
of
the
alarm
and
leave
only
the
radio
,
which
-
accidentally
detuned
- bathes
the
room
in
a
sporadic mix
of
words
,
song
fragments
and
softly
crackling
static
my
eyes
do
not
ache
at
all
,
the
room
is
held
dim
in
comforting
grey
061221
...
nom
i
have
a
grey
scarf
and
touque
my
grandma
gave
me
.
061221
...
birdmad
it's
not
quite
noon
and
the
sky
here
in
this
desert
is
do
wonderfully
grey
as
to
be
nearly
snow
-black
of
course
,
down
here
that
means
more
likely
rain
than
snow
,
but
on
some
ever
-so-rare occasions,
a
few
flakes
may
fall
061222
...
.
.
061222
what's it to you?
who
go
blather
from