i_have_no_desire taking lots with alcohol to see through my own eyes anymore (been telling myself these jokes for so long) 041118 ... belly fire ...to go there and be a part of that never-ending party of boys and men getting high, driving home drunk to their wives and girlfriends, stumbling into work the next day. ...to be *that* girl again. I have a desire to drive straight home, climb into bed with the man I love, and sleep. 041119 ... cocoon to be like this for the rest of my life but the question is how does one escape from this rut? 041119 ... raze to sweeten what's bitter to spare the feelings of people who wouldn't spit on me if i went up in flames. 221116 ... tender_square to ever share my body with him again. 221117 what's it to you? who go blather from