i_have_contemplated_the_clouds
raze
sometimes
you
see
faces
.
or
animals
.
or
inanimate objects.
sometimes
you
see
yourself
.
today
i
saw
a
tendril
of
scentless
smoke
drifting
west.
it
was
the
first
letter
of
my
given_name
.
there
was
no
mistaking
it
for
anything
else
.
i
watched
a
thin
trickle
of
jet
exhaust
stab
it
through
the
heart
, harming
it
into
something
more
ornate
than
an
upside_down
cane
.
then
the
sky
swatted
it
away
,
and
there
was
nothing
to
see
but
ragged
tufts
of
distant
cotton
hungry
for
harvest
.
i
soaked
them
in
the
sweetest brine
i
could
cough
up
on
such
short
notice
.
all
i
tasted
when
i
opened
my
mouth
to
speak
was
the
vast
emptiness
of
air
too
cold
to
call
itself
a
friend
.
somewhere
beyond
the
scope
of
my
vision
a
hawk
screamed
to
stake
out
its
territory,
and
i
sighed
to
mark
my
own
.
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