how_far_do_i_have_to_run leif until I find myself? I need to get away from you because you're so wrong for me--despite how right you think you are... Why do you feel so entitled to me? Get out of my bed, get off my skin, leave me to my fallowed words. You called me cold. You make me into an ice queen. I hate myself when I'm with you. I want you out out out--out damn spot. You make my mother laugh. And I hate you for it. They love you for loving me. Well, I'm not so unlovable. But I can certainly be unloving. I want to un-love out of my memory. Leave. Please leave. 160118 ... leif I hate how much time I wasted with you. People tell me to "take the lesson" from it and move on. I don't know where to find the supposed gains, and I don't know how to sift through my feelings of resentment, anger, and sadness. I don't know how to face the time I lost and not blame you for it. I need help. 160616 what's it to you? who go blather from