honesty_and_clarity no reason are they always important? 130106 ... leif not when you need to lie and get a little muddy. 130106 ... unhinged i think so lies and obfuscation cause suffering it is hard for me to keep the doubt at bay when i'm not near him it descends on me like winter rain grey constant unbearable but so far we've been pretty honest and clear with each other. the present moment between the two of us should be enough. he smiles at the sight of me. he saved the note i wrote my number on and displays it prominently in his house. he told me he wanted to get to know me and when i asked him if he even wanted to know the dark and twisty parts he said yes, even the dark and twisty parts. all the failures of the past shouldn't cloud the success of the present 130106 ... no reason if nothing is meant to happen, maybe it's best not to know 130106 ... PeeT you will know what you need to know, but remember you must want to know. do you want to know? 130107 ... no reason i only want to know if what i want to know is what i want to know 130108 ... no reason honesty is always important. i've never been dishonest; i don't see the point. but maybe finding out the truth isn't always important, or the best thing to do. 130108 what's it to you? who go blather from