heron
ovenbird
I
am
not
dreaming
and
I
am
not
sleeping
and
I
am
not
dead
.
In
this
space
that
is
nowhere
and
everywhere
I
am
visited
by
something
other
.
A
heron descends
and
superimposes
its
body
onto
mine
.
We
are
one
.
When
I
roll
to
my
left
side
and
draw
my
knees
to
my
chest
the
heron’s
sharp
limbs
follow
delicately.
I
see
my
body
as
if
from
above
,
a
fetal
curl
positioned lovingly
in
death
,
poised
on
the
brink
of
being
born
. (
The
heron’s
head
is
pulled
in
close
in
a
shape
that
means
finality
,
the
means
beginning
).
My
body
is
a
palimpsest upon
which
the
heron writes
its
sinuous
form
.
I
am
not
erased
but
we
can
’t
be
separated
.
When
I
wrap
my
arms
around
myself
I
feel
a
feathery
flutter
.
I
exist
in
a
liminal
space
–somewhere
between
bone
and
bird
,
somewhere
between
here
and
there
,
somewhere
between
self
and
oblivion
.
I
am
Erodius,
no
longer
human
because
the
gods
have
willed
it
.
I
am
the
universe
contemplating
itself
.
I
am
nothing
and
everything
and
yours
,
in
whatever
form
I
find
myself
.
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who
go
blather
from