hard_questions unhinged reeeaaalllly_fucking_hard the other day you asked me 'are you sitting?' i knew what you meant but said anyway 'what?' 'are you sitting? breathing? stretching?' meditation and yoga the things you know i gave up for you i pretended 'nope. i've just been curled up in my bed eating ice cream.' said_with_a_smile cause you can hear a smile over the phone but the reality is if i sat or stretched just the act of breathing would loose the tears cause even just walking down the street would loose the tears so i pretend short shallow breaths sleep all day up all night i only leave the house to go to work keep to myself cause even just walking down the street would loose the tears so i pretend that i'm not angry that i'm not sad that i'm not lonely so i pretend 100322 what's it to you? who go blather from