feminine
Q For reasons buried in history, philology, and chance, it is a feminine noun, and that perhaps has made a huge difference and perhaps none at all. 030129
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the swinger of birches i look in the mirror and i try my best at faking a masculine stance, i try and change my voice and make it deeper and rougher, i wear tennis shoes and sporty clothes, and whenever i turn around or catch my reflection in store windows, i realize i can't hide from it. the more i tried the harder it becomes.

i am not the kind of boy who feeds his self worth with the facets of machoism or the effect of testosterone ruining my values to believe in feeling. i cannot escape my softer stance, my head cocked to the side when i examine things, the higher tone of my voice, structure or abercrombie. it's an eternal character attached at the heals of a bad actor.
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