feeling_inside_of_me stupidpunkgirl sometimes i wonder why i want to know why i'm still here i should have left a long time ago disappear from what i know the pain is reoccuring i am not sure what to think i thought that it would have left by now that feeling inside of me i am infecting others around me don't be fooled by the appearance because it is the inside that i am afraid to show the most the strangeness had left... now it is back i don't know how i will cope this time i guess we'll see... 010131 ... soia the enemy inside of me 010222 ... pilgrim That reminds me, I need to get a colon cancer screening. 010223 ... silentbob sometimes i can think to recite words that i read or rewrite pens paint people that i've proven wrong 010223 ... ... tapeworms 010223 ... misstree red like the screen 010227 ... birdmad love_letter hateletter and all points in between 010227 ... white_light maybe i'm dreaming.. maybe it's not me. maybe my vitated heart.. maybe pusilanimously. 020814 ... Red Photobot A# A with step noise on my pedal 020815 ... silentbob a slight melancholy 020815 ... Risen I get these odd feelings. Something like dread, something like worry, a little bit like the "Final Destination" deja vu. I've got one at the moment, and have no idea why. It usually means a friend is in trouble, but I can't figure out which. 130427 ... unhinged a rock a lump a razorblade a motor that makes it all tremble restricted constrained 130427 ... raze it's_quiet_tonight in_the_overflow of all_the_ways_i_am. when_i_wake_up with_all_my_senses_set_on_edge, i'm_a_tourist_in_my_own_town, waiting_to_see_if_tears_will_come. 220311 what's it to you? who go blather from