ethanol amy one substance that serves to separate me from my peers, because i have no desires in that arena. "getting wasted" just sounds like a bad idea... i shudder when i drink it... i tend to think that it's poison. my irish ancestors could be trying to steer the bloodline a little back to clear. or mostly i just need more revving up than chilling out. i had a dream, though, that the people in the least expensive rooms of the hospital were consuming a whole lot of alcohol. i, on the other hand, had the most expensive room and I had to clean all the cheap rooms on the night shift. I tried to get a cheap room, but they were all full. it was either go to Mount Holyoke or check out of the hospital all together. i did the latter, which had something to do with my disbelieving the diagnosis made by "penny doctors" dreams, or hangovers? 031026 ... amy it makes me talk, and i should really save it for poetry. i'm a repressed blabbermouth, is what i am. 031128 what's it to you? who go blather from