dinner_after_dark
raze
i
would
sit
at
the
table
.
alone
.
watching
a
basketball
game
to
gauge
the
progress
of
a
team
i
didn't
care
about
anymore
.
or
reading
the
a
.v.
club
.
sometimes
my
meal
was
a
salad
in
a
serving
bowl
.
mixed
greens
,
cucumber
,
grape
tomatoes
,
and
croutons.
sometimes
it
was
pork
and
beans.
or
beef goulash.
or
something
that
came
in
a
plastic
container
and
had
to
be
heated
in
the
microwave
.
sometimes
it
was
a
sandwich
.
most
of
the
time
it
was
a
bit
of
hope
i
knew
would
be
dead
before
i
had
it
on
a
plate
.
how
the
hell
are
you
supposed
to
stab
something
that
looks
that
sad
?
i
couldn't
do
it
.
so
i
went
to
bed
hungry
.
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