decisive
Soma
I
always
waffle
back
and
forth
on
names
when
I'm
writing
.
Often
,
I'm
putting
in
the
name
of
someone
I
know
,
writing
an
embodiment
of
their
memory
as
it
lives
in
me
or
was
told
to
me
. Othertimes,
I'm
putting
in
the
name
of
someone
I
love
or
hate
,
to
drive
my
emotions
.
But
sometimes
I
feel
too
vulnerable
to
leave
it
the
name
that
it
was
.
Should
I
change
it
?
Does
it
feel
the
same
?
The
name
is
so
personal
,
perhaps
not
?
Back
and
forth
I
go
,
making
one
edit
then
another
to
test
the
way
it
feels
in
my
mind
as
I
speak
the
words
.
Inevitably,
my
inability
to
be
decisive leads
to
error
. Alas.
(
even
more
so
when
I
inevitably
use
my
favored
M
-dash)
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what's it to you?
who
go
blather
from