death_dream_psychosis leif I confessed to her today that I'm consumed by thoughts of suicide. I didn't like her response. I don't think it's okay that I feel this way. 150827 ... unhinged go run on a treadmill or do some yoga. give your mind something else to fixate on, preferrably something healthier it isnt ok that you feel that way. ive had those thoughts. they are not soft and cuddly. put your rockingest album on headphones and jog in your neighborhood. exercise always helped me; it was just nearly impossible to make myself do atthe low point. 150828 ... lux i'll meet you in our dreams. i will wash away your misery and leave you clean and loved. 150829 what's it to you? who go blather from