crashing
raze
i
watch
an
airplane
come
as
close
to
kissing
the
roof
of
a
house
as
a
flying
thing
can
without
crashing,
and
i
feel
my
stomach
turn
.
i
want
to
shoot
it
right
out
of
the
sky
.
but
my
finger
is
not
a
firearm.
i
can
only
take
aim
and
listen
for
the
soft
click
of
spent
flesh
failing
itself
.
you
say
every
system,
no
matter
how
flawed
or
corrupt
,
is
built
on
principle.
that
sounds
like
little
more
than
a
hopeful
lie
to
me
.
i
vomit
undigested
cereal
on
the
stairs
that
lead
to
my
grandmother's
kitchen
and
fall
face
-first
into
the
mess
.
you
tell
me
to
wake
up
when
all
i
want
to
do
is
drift
into
a
dream
without
end
.
let
me
sleep
here
in
the
sweet
mud
of
my
own
unmaking.
just
let
me
be
.
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go
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