chalkdrawings_in_the_rain this should be rillian you wrote a message to me on the cement landing in front of my house, a diatribe of our love as a cartoon. you wrote it in white chalk and it was beginning to pour. 031018 ... shadow le crowl i wrote some birthday words for bethany when she had her 4 year -old celebration. when we lived in caifornia, near the sea in ventura. each step a different colour. i did not rain that day. it was the day we discovered film-making. the rest is fucking history. 031019 ... ths should be rillian what do you mean, "i didn't rain?" 031019 ... shadow le crowl i was happy, like a sky that is clear and the sun hangs like a christmas ornament on an evergreen we cut down ourselves. when deer organs lay glistening, exposed like scientific dissection. 031019 ... jane i smeared my soul in chalk on your driveway like an angel drawing in the rain in my dress i wore this summer i cried, but my tears were lost in the rain like my soul you came outside had been watching from the warm yellow window picked up my soul & took me inside 031019 ... somebody story of my life all the good washes away 031024 ... chiidi i am the outline on the sidewalk where the body fell 031024 ... nom hopscotch 031024 what's it to you? who go blather from