bullwinkle
eatingstars i was driving home, perhaps it was too late
perhaps it's my own fault
but before i knew it i was in the air partially seeing black, partially seeing white
and i hit the cement unable to breathe i thought for sure this was the end but swerving across two lanes of seventy mph freeway and hitting the cement barrier three times was not enough to kill me
the man who stopped said it was a moose
'a moose' i kept repeating it over and over
a big soft moose i fucking killed a moose
half an hour later a cop came and i couldn't talk anymore i couldn't make it through the maze of my mind, stuck at the back wasting away i am alive i am alive i am alive
cop said it was an elk
so much better.

my dad still teases me about killing bullwinkle
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