alone_at_last aM i DiStUrBeD? Standing alone. A sea of blue before me, Swirling round and round like Bees around the hive. Standing alone I see you. Sunlight in your hair. Laughing with a crowd of people, Forgetting that I am there. Standing alone. All my friends beside me. Uttered smiles all around. Encircled and delimited by people who are Not there. Standing alone. Before everyone you adore. People who are not related But pretend that you are cared for. Standing alone, With everyone and myself. Feeling for the first time The world beneath my feet. Standing alone. Feeling that you have slipped through My fingers, once again. People whom once I cared for, erasing everything I knew. 040908 ... slothisily i like this. 041102 ... aM i DiStUrBeD? Standing alone, myself. Held up by, The heartbeat of the past. Echoing into the soul of the sky. 041103 ... shilohlives a feeling I guiltily miss 041103 what's it to you? who go blather from