you_need_death amy meaning, you need change in your life. as impossible as it may seem, there's always a slow doorway opening. and there are others to support & assist. the poor existence is like an addiction to be overcome and recovered from: "Today I will be gentle with myself recognizing all change takes time." i think you should start plotting an escape. 021118 ... amy well, the christians and muslims might take the above too literally, but i, for one, don't mean it that way. just in case you were wondering. 021118 ... celestial im assuming that youre talking to me... if im right, thank you. its nice to know someone cares. 021118 ... jinx We all do someday. Bodies get tired. 021207 what's it to you? who go blather from