what_hides_inside kerry she was putting the electrodes onto my scalp speaking in a soft voice, asking gentle questions, where did i come from, why on earth would i move back east, and what about now, what’s going on now? i told her i’m hoping they’ll agree to cut my skull open, take a peek see what’s in there, something’s still lit, glowing like a cherried cigarette she said no no no no no it hasn’t come to that that’s a journey you can’t come back from once you start, you’ll find another solution if my head wasn’t literally in her hands i wouldn’t have just responded “hmm.” i would have said you don’t understand you really don’t this is it cut me open like an overripe peach 211116 what's it to you? who go blather from